my own bloggishness

i just read my last post in here and i like it. it reads easily, it says what i was feeling at the time and i enjoy reading the thing.
i don't feel exactly that way anymore. Time has lent me its easy chair and i am not as in love as i was before. i see things that he did in a cruel way or just unfeelingly and i am disappointed. i look at him and don't see the really great stuff i used to see and was so entrenched with loving. ok, maybe that sentence does not flow as easily as the last blog, oh well. recovery is a rough road.

Romance and love has always been big with me. i hope that i will have that again in my life. Meanwhile, i really love my house and my dog is a goodie and i can think of a few projects to do...